Saturday, May 9, 2009

The Art of Worrying

It's been a while since I have written and we have been keeping busy. We are moving to Pennsylvania in early July. It's been an exciting process with Gary, Jacob & I creating how it is going to work, what we will do once we get there, what we need to do to get there, etc. And sometimes in the midst of all this unknown, I worry. I worry about many different things...no need to list them here :)

Last night Gary & I had a conversation about moving, jobs etc. and I started to see how my worrying is not conducive to creating what we want. This morning it hit me...

What do I get out of worrying...I don't have to be responsible, I am justified, sad and distracted.

Then I looked at what worrying costs me...Peace, Joy, Fun, Love, Sharing, Creating.

So, I say I choose the costs rather than the payoff. And so it is. Today I am creating being present. Present to all the costs.

XOXOXOXOXO
Gina

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